TUMBLR.

The closest thing to blogging for me right now, is tumblr.
Not like anyone reads this dusty space anyway.
But, yeah. Short updates = tumblr. Long posts = livejournal.


SEVENTEENHEARTS.
 

Happy 18th Monthsary, love.

It's been a year and a half since we've been together and a year and a half of overcoming obstacle over obstacle.
I'm proud to say that I still love you every bit equally, if not more.
Thank you for every memory thus far.
I love you, always.

♥

Even now as my heart has wings,
I can't wait to see you.
As I lie beside you in my dreams,
I can't wait to see you.
And I will hold you,
In my arms like I've never held you before.

 

 

Hi world, it's been long. Just wanted to say I'm still alive and kicking.
Had a wonderful Ramadhan and of course, Raya as well.
Been busy. Will be even busier. School's starting(!).

I LOVE YOU! <3

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Sad! (:




HAPPY 18th Birthday Joyce!
Check your handphoneeee! (:

Steph! (:

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Pretty much sums it all up. Had fun with each and every one! Love all you guys!
Oh, and work too! I loveee work! :D
And I'm working again later! Can't wait, can't wait! :DD

And my awesome timetable for the upcoming semester!
Can't wait for school! YAY! :DD

InsyaAllah, everything goes smoothly. (:


I love you,Zul Ibrahim.<3





You're the sweetest person I've ever met,
I searched my soul and all these feelings that I can't control,
And you're the one thing that can make me whole.
And tonight, it's just you and I, all over again.
You're the only thing that can make me whole.

Happy 17th Months baby.

I want to feel you, I need to hear you.
You are the light that is leading me to the place where I find peace again.
You are the strength that keeps me walking.
You are the hope that keeps me trusting.
You are the life to my soul.
You are my purpose, you are my everything.

I remember thinking that I had to have you or I'd die.
And you whispered that you loved me, I felt so peaceful and safe, because I knew that no matter what happened,
from that day on, nothing could ever be that bad because I had you.

I love you. (:

<3

I don't know where to begin. I haven't been updating for almost a month now.
And I doubt I'll be updating this space frequently either. Especially now that I'm working!

Ramadhan's coming to an end and Raya's coming. Why am I not looking forward to it?
Anyway, the school hols are pretty long this time. 6 weeks.
I have tons of things to do and finish up and yet I often find myself with absolutely nothing to do.

Why don't I have anything to blog about? Oh wait, yes I do.
Ecp bbq with the peeps on the 10th. Awesome! Had tons of fun! Should have another gathering again, soon!
I love you guys! I love 1A03! :D

Let's see, what else do I have on this week.
Baby. Work. Last minute touch ups before Raya. Work. Muay Thai. Work. More last minute touch ups. And finally, Raya.

Anyway, I guess that's it for now.
I have nothing else to blog about. Besides, I'm pretty tired.
Promise I'll try to blog again soon. Toodles. :D








Something in the stars said you and me,
For I have known you even in my dreams.
My eyes are open, my heart can see,
As sure as stars light the midnight sky,
I love you today and forever.
 

Happy 16th Monthsary.


Here's my promise made tonight,
You can count on me for life.
That's when i love you,
When nothing you do can change my mind.
The more I learn, The more I love,
The more my heart cant get enough.
That's when I love you,
When I love you, no matter what.


And, I'm a lucky soul that holds you hand so tight.
Thank you for the past 16months.
I love you.

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I had a lovely 17th birthday.
Spend the day with love. And I had the time of my life. From meeting his Mum and Grandmother to watching the sunset to watching the movie, 'UP' to the lovely surprise present that baby
made me promise not to touch until the end of the night. And ...

Baby, I know you spent alot on my birthday. Thank you very much. I really appreciate everything you've done, for my birthday and for everything, right from the start of us. Thank you for the beautiful day/evening/night. Thank you for watching the sunset with me. I've always wanted to watch the sunset with a special someone on my birthday. Thank you for giving me the most amazing 17th birthday that will forever be etched deep in my heart. I love you so much.

And ...

I won't tell you all the other details. All you need to know is that I had the most amazing 17th birthday! (:



THANK YOU.
Thank you to my family for everything- the present and the celebration. Thank you baby for everything. Thank you Cik Asmah for the pretty present and wish, too. Thank you to all my lovely friends! Love you guys!
And to everyone who wished, be it facebook, sms or face-to-face and also for all the presents.
I truly appreciate it. (:




I like the feel of your name on my lips.
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss,
The way that your fingers run through my hair,
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there.
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh,
But most of all, I love the way you love me.

 

Awesomeee! Saw these way before the ones shown on channel5 thanks to Zul! (:

Anyway, it's a Wednesday! The middle of the week. Had a long but great day! Thanks so much, baby. Totally made my day today! You know I love you many many! Hahaha. (:
Tomorrow is another long day in school! Friday is YOG countdown at Padang. Yet another long day.
School is wearing me out. I bet everyone feels the same way! Haha.

So many movies I wanna watch this month and yet so little time! ):
Shall consider loading it online, again. Teehees.

Anyway, I am so tired right now. I think I lack sleep. Really. So goodnight and have a good day tomorrow, people.
I love you, Zul. Hahaha. (:






Thank you for loving me, for being my eyes,
When I couldn't see, for parting my lips, when I couldn't breathe.
Thank you for loving me.

I've been so busy lately that I can't even find time for myself, what more blogging?
Anyway, my 17th birthday's only a week away. Hahaha.

School's been so hectic. And I feel so unquestionably busy.
But of course, I still have time for my dearest Zul Ibrahim. Haha. Even so, I still miss him terribly. Hehe.
I love you, baby. ((:
*tons of hugs and kisses* :D
 

I always have so much on my mind before I reach for my laptop to blog. But the moment I start typing, my mind goes blank.
Gahh. Anyway, I'm done with the biggest project this sem, which is the Formula One Grand Prix stage. Finally. Feels like a huge burden weighed off my shoulders.

See the above picture, maybe it isn't the nicest stage design, but it's reasonably gorgeous for 3 girls to do it. (:
I used machines and tools I've never used before.
It's extremely excruciating and tiring. But it's a great achievement at the end of the day.
((:


Will try to blog again, regularly, I hope? But don't count on it. I doubt I'll be able to keep to it.
My blog's become so boring and repetitive and same and detail-less. But whatever.
Bye.




Color my world,
Draw on my heart.
Take a picture of what you think of love,
Looks like in your imagination.
Write on my soul everything you know,
Use every word you ever heard,
To color my world.

1. I am extremely busy these days with so many things to do, so little time.
And I have no idea what really takes up most of my time. Perhaps I should work on time-management?
2. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince was a total letdown.
3. I went to Madrasah after a very long time.
4. MY 17TH BIRTHDAY IS COMING! (17 AUGUST!!! WOOOHOOO!!!)
5. Fasting month is coming.
6. I just got a score of 98000 for bejeweled on facebook. My highest so far. I know, I know, it isn't tt big od a deal, isn't it? Well, who cares. It's my highest so far. Hahaha.
7. I need to save more money.
8. I need more retail therapy.
9. On second thoughts, maybe I should strike out number 8 considering number 7. Oh well...
10. I have Law lecture tomorrow morning at 9am!
11. I keep feeling sore-throat-ish these few days. ):
12. I don't blog regularly anymore.
13. I have a sudden fetish for bows. Why? I have no idea!
14. I don't know what to wear tomorrow!
15. I feel so tired all the time! Maybe it's lack of sleep? Hmmm....
16. I should probably sleep earlier today!
17. I can't wait to turn 17! No, it's not a big deal. Just tt 17's my favourite number! And that I'm turning 17 on the 17th!
That counts for something special, doesn't it? Well, to me at least.


I'm bored to death. And this is just a simply short update.
Anyway, there's so much things on my mind right now! Hahaha. I can't really seem to put it in words, though.
Arghhh. I just hate tt feeling, don't you? Haha.

Anyway, I miss Zul! Can't wait to see him soon! Haha.
Gonna wait for his call before I hit the sack. I love you, baby! (:

This post seems awfully wordy. Omg.
So anyway, goodnight and have a great week ahead, angels. (:





You fill my heart with love, my tears with joy,
And now and forever, I'm yours.
With everything you do,
You make my dreams come true
With all of my heart, I'm yours.
 

I had a great week despite my Sunday being taken away by the Singapore Polytechnic Graduates Guild(SPGG) event.
Well, I can't really complain though, I had fun. I made cotton candy and popcorn. My first time, mind you.
It was pretty difficult at first but after I kinda got the hang of it, it was awesome. :D

Did several more projects and assignments last week.
Went to MINDS for our ONOW project and again, I had fun running around doing PE with the kids. (:
Will probably be going there again this coming week! So, I'm left with a few more projects before I'm free, hopefully? *prays hard*
Honestly, I doubt so, though. Hahaha.





Spent time with love for the past week. And like always, I had fun. ((:
We saw pretty little kittens. And like always, I want to bite him because he's so cute. Hahahaha.
And right now, when I'm thinking about him, I miss him so so much! :D
I'm so tired that sometimes I sleep while talking to baby on the phone. Like last night, for example. My dad had to wake me up because I was uttering nonsense. Hahaha. Sorry, baby!
But you know I didn't mean to do tt on purpose. And and, you know I love you so much, Zul Ibrahim! ((:

I'm in class waiting for my Law lecture to start. Was extra early today. Haha.
Anyway, class's starting soon. Toodles, angles. :D






As the leaves and the trees, the oceans celebrate you and me.
We will live to see many days, and we will dream, we'll dream.
We go together, I promise forever.
Everyday together, I live with you.

Happy 15th Monthsary, love. (:

When I’m with you, I’ll make every second count,
Cause I miss you whenever you’re not around.
When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now.
I’ll make every second count when I’m with you.
Whatever it takes I’m not gonna break the promise I made.
When I’m with you, I’ll make every second count.

I'm glad we made it this far and InsyaAllah, we'll make this love last forever! I'm blessed for having you by my side.
And I'm proud to say that I love you with all of my heart.
I'm glad I'm yours and that you're all mine!

I love you. (:
 

 

Happy 17th Birthday Best Mat Friend! (HAHAHA!)

Anyway, I know the post is extremely late and my gift was so super budget and the treat was bleargh, but I'm glad you loved it. And that's one of the many reasons you're the bestest mat friend anyone can ever ask for! Haha!
Thanks for always being there for me and being a really great friend. In the (relatively) short time we've been friends(2years), I must say you're the only one I can trust with everything and anything. And I hope we keep this friendship going!

Even though you're already ahem(HAHAHA!), don't forget me, okay?

Anyway, I just wanted to say thanks for being the awesome-st friend I can ever ask for and HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY.
I'm sure it's been one hell of a birthday, but I'm pretty certain it all turned out great at then end!
I'm seriously and honestly happy for you! ((:



Happy 18th Birthday, Namirah! (:

The post, is late and I'm sorry about that. Anyway, I know we haven't met up for a very long time and when we met up during your birthday, it was a pretty short meet-up. But nonetheless, I had fun! And I hope you did too! (:
I hope you like the present! :DD








And finally, my wonderful girlfs! Too bad Daayah couldn't make it at the last minute!
Drop by SP, someday okay, babe? Hehe.
And I had a wonderful dinner with the girls. A nice sweet meet up after a really long time. And I missed you girls. Hehe. And though we're all in different schools, I hope we keep the friendship going, including you, Daayah!
Meet up again sometime soon, alright? This time with Daayah. And and be strong girls. I love you! (:





HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO SARINA AND JINGSHENG! AND HAPPY (EARLY)  17TH BIRTHDAY TO EVELYN!

I hope you guys had a wonderful birthday! And I hope the you guys were surprised. Haha.
And we hope you like the presents even if it's not much. I hope you 3 enjoyed the celebration if though it was short and kinda abrupt. Heh. Anyway, you guys are awesome classmates! I love you guys! (((((:

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Dear love,
I'm missing you and I need to see you real soon! HAHAHA.
Anyway, thanks for the past week as well! In fact, thanks for everyday! I always have fun with you. (:
I miss seeing your cute face that makes me wanna bite you everytime I see you. HAHAHAHA! That totally doesn't make sense but anyhow, I miss you very very much! Heh!

I love you! :D





Cause you're simply the best,
Better than all the rest,
Better than anyone I've ever met.
I'm stuck on your heart,
I hang on every word you said.
Take my heart and make it strong.

  







Vivo City with Joyce on Tuesday. And City Hall today. (:
I had fun laughing my ass of while gossiping about the AYG people that passed us by while eating Burger King and watching Russell Peters. Which btw, was damn hilarious, in my opinion. HAHAHA. And well not forgetting, window shopping(of course, since we're kinda cash-strapped) and cam-whoring(of course, we're girls!). HAHAHA. I always have fun when I'm with Joyce. (:
Love you babe. Thanks a million for the 2 days. :D






Transformers with love. Megan Fox, Shia LaBeouf, Josh Duhamel and MEGAN FOX are so hot. Omg.
HAHAHA. The movie was awesome. Everyone should watch it. I'm not kidding. Though, I kinda expected a little bit more out of the movie, but I can't deny it was great! ((:

Anyway, I miss you, love. HEHE. :P

I'm waiting for my dearest babylove to come back. Waiting for his call before I go to bed. Hehehe.
Hurry up and come back so you can call me, baby! Heh. Anyway, I love you, Zul Ibrahim. ((:







It's like I've been awakened,
Every rule I had you breaking,
It's the risk that I'm taking.
I ain't never gonna shut you out.
Hit me like a ray of sun,
Burning through my darkest night.
You're the only one that I want,
Think I'm addicted to your light.

( HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! )

 

MJ's gone.
Believe it or not, I'm quite saddened by that fact. I actually like him. Come on, who doesn't? He's the King Of Pop. He can both sing and dance!
With songs like, "Man in the mirror", "Black or white", "Remember the time", "Beat it" "You are not alone" and so many more. How can anyone not like him?
I love "Man in the mirror" and "Black or white" best! Apparently he was sick with some skin disease.
Skin disease, sick, whatever. I don't care. He was great despite all the surgeries(only god knows if he did).
Thanks Steph and whoever else for the info and for correcting me.







Sentosa with the family on Thursday.
Yes, that's a snake coiled around my neck. I swear it was so nerve wrecking and scary. The snake charmer almost coiled 2 snakes around my neck. And I kept saying 'no'. HAHAHA. It's quite a huge deal for someone like me, alright.
I don't even dare touch the 2 terrapins at my house what more coil a snake around my neck? I don't know how I managed to summon all the courage in me to do that. HAHA.

The tail of the snake kept tickling my neck! And the head kept moving! I was so afraid it might just lick me! HAHAHA.
But, it was a fun experience. (:







Met Joyce on Wednesday.
Tannin session cancelled due to the rain. Hannah Montana movie, ate, slacked and talked. I had fun.
Thanks for Wednesday, babe. I hope you liked the place I showed you. *winks*
Love ya babe! HAHAHAHA. (:



Baby's sick! Get well soon. You're making me worry. And thanks for you know. Thanks for the past few days. Hehe.
I'm praying you'll get better. Hang in there, alright love? I miss you! And and, I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. (:







Like the flowing waters of a silver stream,
And like the misty vision in a midnight dream.
Such a wonder of life to me,
So rare is found such a reason to be.
And, I love you with every breath I take.

Words can never really express what the heart really feels.

With you, I can let my hair down.
With you, I can say anything crazy.
With you, I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground.
With you, everybody else just fades away and there's only us.
With you, is where I wanna be, today and forever.

Happy 14th baby. I love you.
(((((((:

 

 

And so, the Water Festival event is finally over. You don't know how dead exhausted I was. Correction, we were.
We road marshalled in the burning hot sun we practicalled baked ourselves in the sun. I even got a tad darker! Some got sun burnt.
And we road marshalled in the freaking rain too! And when we took charge of the store room where all the stocks of  water, coca-cola and what nots were, it was dark with really poor ventilation. There wasn't even any fans. So by the time the event ended, we were damn stinky.
Not to mention the food. Sucky.

Sunday was better. We did manicure cum henna art design(which explains why my nails are painted and why my left hand has henna on it) and mascot photo-taking. Didn't stand much. But some Singaporeans are really damn kiasu.
The food was better but sucky. Ventilation was still sucky. Wasn't that tired because we sat down. But our hands were damn tired.
But I guess overall, it was fun doing the event as a class and I did have fun!

Thanks for painting my nails really really pretty, Joyce! Love ya babe! (:

After the event on Sat, went to celebrate Father's Day. On Sunday, went to East Coast for dinner.

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Went for breakfast with Mummy, Cik Asmah and Baby today. Breakfast-ed at KFC. And omg, the american twister meal's like so filling.
Window-shopped around. Zul locked me in some 'dungeon'. HAHAHA. Played over at the playground for abit till we got chased out by the Security Guard cause we were too old to be playing there. HAHAHA. Fetched my sister while the mums had desert and chatted. Got back and accompanied my sister for her late lunch and went back. Heh.

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I'm still really dead beat from all the work for the past two days. So I'm gonna take a nap now.
Toodles. (:






Something in the stars said you and me,
For I have known you even in my dreams.
My eyes are open, my heart can see,
As sure as stars light the midnight sky,
I love you today and forever.

( HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! ((: )



PS/ I'm doing this earlier because I don't think I have time to post this up on Sunday. I'll be busy with Water Week. Heh. (:

I've never been a fan of nail polish. Reason being I can't maintain perfectly well painted nails. I'll ruin it in less than a minute.
Really. It's so annoying to not be able to move while it dries. And that's why my painted nails are always chipped, filled with 'creases' or filled with many 'folds'. Why in the world did I start this post talking about nail polish?

Bakerzin's cheesecake for breakfast. New retainers. Perfect dose of love and fun with love.

I love you, baby. I had fun with you during the past few days I spent with you. Thank you for making my day all the time with simply a smile. Thank you. I love you so very much, Zul. ((:

I have to go to Marina Barrage tomorrow for the Water Week. There's so many things to do, so little time. Can the holidays please be extended? By the way, did I mention that I did something to my hair? Yes, it's short. A huge change from my previous hairstyle. Hah.




So this is how my hair looks like. It's short, I know.


I am going to take a good rest and watch the teley before baby calls me and then hit the sack.
I have to be in school at 8am to carry stuff tmr. Wtf. So toodles people.
HAve a great night. (:







And there is nothing that I wouldn’t do,
Just to be where you are.
And there is nothing that I wouldn’t go through,
Just to be where you are.
I love you.

And so I've been missing from my blog for a bout a week or so.
So many things happened in the time I've been missing from this blog and hence, explains my absence.
I've done some changes to my hairstyle. It's really short right now. Well, change is good.

Have so many things planned for the weekends. The Water Week/SP party at Marina Barrage.
Henna/manicure. Still need loads of practice with the henna thingy. I'm not artistically inclined, mind you.
InsyaAllah everything on Saturday and Sunday will turn out well.




I met baby and spent time with him. And as usual had truckloads of fun with him.
Thanks for yesterday, love. You totally made my day. We must finish watching that movie, okay? Hehe. (:

Muay thai training yesterday.
Oh, and I met SYIDA yesterday on the way back! Hahaha. I miss you!







Saturday was Youth Olympics Games Volunteer registration thingy over at Expo with the peeps. (:
And see, that's how short my hair is! Lol!












Leighton Meester, Katy Perry and Megan Fox are so hot! I wanna kiss them.....HAHAHAHA. Kidding.
Chuck and blair are so sweet, I swear. And so is Katy and Travis!

Alright, off to finish off Gossip Girl and watch some movies. Toodles. (:






I like the feel of your name on my lips.
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss,
The way that your fingers run through my hair,
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there.
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh,
But most of all, I love the way you love me.